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Date Created:2004-10-03
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i am emma. Some people love me some people hate me. most the people who hate me are people who see the one layer me. there are lots of mes.

i love everyone, anyone and everyone. theres only one person ive ever hated and that was for a damm bloody good reason.

anyway im going to write about me in layers, as i am complicated lol

in the first layer you have the serface me, oviously. Im quite immiture, its good thing that i  jump about the place, poke people ect. im also quite unique, you wont find anyone else excastly like me, if you do tellme and ill put it to the test mehehe,

in the second layer you have the offensive me. whats offensive and what isnt offensive is really complicated as it vairies from on epersont o the next. what one person wouldnt mind being called a turd, bitch ect the next person finds it the worst thing in the world. so if i do offend you just say and ill tone it down and take my urges out on someone else who sees teh right side of it. oviously i dont go round supporting the natzis or something. seriosly im not that bad

in the third layer....please note i dont know how many layers there are of me myself so dont go there...you have the normal me, i can act normal, i choose not to because half the time its boring but there is a time and a place for it. so most the time im normal but with a bit of an edge.

The forth layer is upset depressed me. im not often this. but when i am i do normally have a good reason for it, even if at the time i dont perticually know what the reason is. i tend to supress this alot because what comes with being depressed is the reason why and i dont like opening up to why and about myself often, hense it is why i have a journal and why i post too much for my own good [i have artheritus in all my joints]  it all depends on how good you are at noticing things and behaviour really. i tend to get a bit violent but sometimes that merges into the offensive me. so it all depends

i cant think of any more layers at the moment

so anyway

with me i tend to be a novilty for the first year then i get boring annoying and predictable after the second or third. im quite high maintance and very dependant on everyone. i dont have a job and im always poor. i have a dog called louis which i talk about quite a bit and im on msn alot too, but not as much as some people which i have recently found out. anyway yeah im always on msn so if u want to talk to me on there its my email address. im also known for my bad spelling, i dont really have bad spelling, its just i really can not be bothered to spend my lift correcting typos all my life, although i cam getting better.....i think

Strengths: lying, hiding, typing shitly, pretending to be stupid...im not, msn, animalness, loving everyone, knowing my own faults and ignoring everyone elses
Weaknesses: trusting people, being nice to everyone all the time being away from a keybord for any amount of time, hippocrate, being annoying, abilty to get fat, coke, free stuff, offered free stuff, having to do work, time management, im judgemental underneath, my hair,
Special Skills: abilty to dance to anything, love everyone, poking, WKD, changing myspace profile, entusiams when not needed
Weapons: poke poke, TURDDDD, MSN, facebook, livejournal, myspace, photobucket, aim, my phone, louis...grrr...,radio1, goth boots, keyboard, no nails, my stare, abilty to walk really quietly, my hair lol
Humour: depends, something cleaver, slapstically, original, good effect, pathetic horror movies, cats fighting,


 


MORE ABOUT ME


my name is Emma I am 18 yrs old and live in
the south of England
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I was born in Texas and like lasagne allot.
I'm a bit of a hypocrite and can be very immature. sorry if i offend you in
anyway.. tell me if i am...but I'm a nice person really...i have my evil
moments.


I'm am not good at spelling and I think is


so funny when people get really offended and over reacted by it all.


most the time its just my bad typing.


my posts vary on whats going on in my life
and weather i can be bothered, most the time nothing has gone on, i am bored and
cant be bothered to do anything else, but i still post too much


my journal helps me get to sleep at night
coz i think too much.


i bite my nails...i did try to grow
them...and i did for about 8 months...but stress full times means stressful
measures...


i always try to act stupid coz it makes the
stupid people feel better.. but I'm not really...honest..


when I'm older I'm going to have a sheep
called twinkle and a goat...who's it going to be friends with the sheep ...named
after frank...and so called frank


other animals i haven't decided on
yet...probaby 8 or so rabbits.....


I'm going to live in a bungalow coz i hate stairs...that's where
suicidal kid jumped off...


I'm also going to have a dog of some
sort...probaby a few sighthounds[ whippet and a greyhound] a lhasa apso and a
standard poodle and louis


i might also go back to Texas...coz the
houses are cheep ...but first I'm going have a tour round USA...just for the
hell of it


I ski...and hate snowboarders coz they
wreck the slope...nothing personal though


ermmm I have size 7 feet...but you don't
need to know that...and i can crack my fingers lots of times...its stops them
aching...


and so i think that's it really.


oh and by the way if you scrolled past all
that you haven't a hope in hell that you are going to read my posts lol.


that is all






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i went to highschool at mayflower in billericay



and came out with surprising grades haha



and these are all the people who I know

from school and who I talk about allot I'm my journal.



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this is kyla she lives in Australia...all


these pictures where taken like years ago coz I haven't got any pictures of her


at home. but anyway...she's allergic to cats and likes charmed. and rubbish

music like Danielle powter and stuff.


 












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 this is Leann...she has guinea pigs and a

bird and I think she has a horse now...she also goes to writtle college but

she's with all the stuck up equine lot...and so I don't see her much...don't

perticaully want to either...no reason


when she gets embarrassed [which is really


easy to make her] she just looks at you and blinks...its really annoying


shes gone to the same college as me to do
something bvoring with horses. me and kyla are convinced she works in the porn
shop




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this is jenny...jenny can be right

bitch...but I suppose its in her nature. she also like stupid music...but like


rooster..shes one of the few people i hate...yes this is her. and yes its the
ovious reason




 




 



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here is Emily...she's a great person to have a laugh with after a few cans a

coke and irnbru...she cant ski to save her life which I find hilarious. she

lives with 3 cats ...which I am planning to nick one...[add me for more details]


and lives in the coolest house ever!!!!


she has a name called piporgie89 I
think....but she hates live journal...dunno why


shes doing something with film, dunno what


and becauses she is deprived of emma [me]
shes always grumpy nower days poor her




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this is Laura...notice how I haven't taken


these picture...I would make my own but Laura would of killed me and never

talked to me ever again....Laura I think is one of the most paranoid person I've


ever met...plus loves rubbish music which should all die....I talk about that


too.......she would die to live with good charlotte and has a Persian rag doll


cat called Gemma....I've never met it but never mind...


she dose dose the same course as emily up
there

 



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this is also an Emily...Emily is a classic


Emily....not like the other Emily at all...you cant actually have a normally

conversation with her...she's funny...she lives in Colchester somewhere and dose


some sort of 6form I think


she always has loads of work when she comes


on msn and so I don't know much





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this is Sarah she can talk for

England...especially if its about any type of book...I don't know which book

because I don't particularly read..


anyway


ermmm.....she has 2 dogs...which she has to


clean out ever Saturday...which she said she would do anything not to do it...I


did offer to do it once...but I have never done it..


i havent talked to her in years...i shoudl
reallyt remove her from here

 






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Natalie is a strange person really...very
interesting...needs help allot of the

time...but she likes bats. and can sing really well...she has a sister...who

swears she is a witch...


she now lives in austrlia, again i havent
seen her or spoken to her in least 3 years


 




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this is Elleni...she's a very cool mad

person...goes to South-end college


she like posing...which is a good thing


and she also breeds guinea pigs...and has


10hutches which I am very jealous about


she comes on msn alot


 




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this is Alex...she had to have a separate


animation because nearer to the beginning of my journal I talk about he

ALLOT...she now has a chuwawa dog and goes to a different school to Alice...she


is in Alice's year...but acts like she's 20somthing..


i saw her the other day




 



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I then went to writtle college in Chelmsford and did a national diploma in animal care


there. it was  a 3 day weeks there...one day a week I clean out the animals at

college...and the other 2 are theories...another day is also taken up by a work


placement which is meant to change every semester...but I had messed mine up so


it doesn't work like that for me....another day is study day...which I either go


out shopping...watch big brother...sit on my arse all day, walk louis
miles...that sort of thing







these are some people from college which i
also talk alot about



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this is jenny...she has 1 dog called Billy


who is technically her brothers...she did had a dog called jasper but it had to


be put down because it had arthritis in its hips. she also has a rat called

snoopy who she wants to bring to college. she lives near brain tree which is

absolutely miles from me and gets a bus to college. she also believes in aliens


and dose funny Ns and Hs when she writes...she also draws lots of poos.....which


she has somehow become her sort of signature





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this is sally...she fancied this gardener


person called rob...who went to the snow ball...read that bit in memories if you


want to know what happened...very interesting. she has 3 rabbits and a



ferret...and wants a boxer. but her mum wants a little dog. she works in a



golf cafe and talks really funny...not like an Essex person


shes nowing going out with someone called
lance...read journal for more information




 




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this is emma she is older than everyone

else...but you wouldn't think it...she is on the pill at the moment and never


comes in to college...we all think its because she's pregnant with her old man


Steve who is 26 off the internet and has a son who is 2. when she is at college


she always complains about her room which she calls her cell...don't know why


coz I would love to live there...she is from Suffolk and has a long haired jack


Russell puppy at home who wrecks the place...she says her best friend is her

mum...very sad I think...and doesn't really get on with anyone else in class.


she is also one of the most skinniest person I've ever met.


she also looks like Megan Hodges and so

half of the people from school want to kill her.


she also finds me very funny...not such if


she finds me offensive...but she hides it with the laughing...I always say she


pregnant and from Yorkshire. I'm not sure if I hate her or not... I'm not sure.
i used to talk about her lot


she needs a slap

 


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this is charlotte. she lives in harlow and
is very quite...she

cant dance to rubbish music and thinks a lot of stuff is rubbish music...she

sometimes lets me have the rest of her coke...which is normally only a few

drops...but thats not the point....also the scarf she is wearing really

itches...but that dosnt count


she is now doing a NVQ in vet nursing


she is too mature for her own good and
drive m up the wall




 


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i think jo is one of the stranges person
ive every met...shes

really quite and the randomly has a loud moment...she also likes boxer dogs but


has a baby tortoise shes just got...hes very cute and sleeps funnerly...she also


has the coolest ring ever...its like this tiny gold belt round her

finger...looks cool...other news on jo:...she also lives in harlow and went to


the same school as charlotte they knew each other but werent close friends she
complain too much


 





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 this is marc and he is 19 i think


 he has this white car thing
and a dog called benson who he just walks and anothe terrior cross thing called
millie


 he lives in upminhster in somewhere and works as a 'superviser' at timbuk2a...


which actually means stand around and push little kids down slides hehe.


he is friends with alyice very very much



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this is alyices


shesa a little angle and a very very
trrustworthy person,


she has 2 horses a rabbit 2 guineapigs 5
dogs a few chickens and a brother and a sister i think...im not sure


anyway she lives in this massive house
which is like a masterpeice in chelsmford


 



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this is  rachel


she is 18 and smokes too much


i dont mind when its the nice smelling ones
but anyway


shes very dark humoured and very original
in what shes says. she talks about fat people alot


and gets a lift off marc to college every
morning


she also buys me lots so im not complaining






 

 


 



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this is louis


louis is my baby. hes a labrador cross poodle, looks more like
alabrador acts liek amad poodle


sometimes he tried to dominate me and i have to grab him by
the scruff and drag him the the loo and lock him in the dark for a few minutes
till he submits


other times he gose all soppy like and bes cute


othe times he jumps 5ft in teh air with excitment and mauls
everyone, not out of agression or fear


just pure excitment


hes lovly


 




 



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this was Flopsey my second rabbit...she lived to be 10


and i got her when i was 5...she used to
fetch broccoli when the throw it out the window.


she was a Netherland dwarf.. but i used to
think she was huge and fat...she wasn't really.


 


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this is poppy..................and this is coco


they dwarf

lop rabbit which i bought from the pet shop that i got past on the walk from

college


i saw them both and i had to get
them...there is a

story to them...in memories add me and you can read it


they

have also made friends with brandy...and brandy loves to go to sleep on them...untill


they nick her peice of cabbage



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 here is brandy Alice's guinea pig



this picture was taken in the kitchen when it was



too cold for brandy to live out side.


brandy died age 6 while doing her favorite
thing...eating grass


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anyway back tot he rabbits


unfortunatly which being fixed coco died
while on the opperationg theatre


poppy was lonly so we got her harry...that
is harry.


anyway then a fox came...you can guess the
rest


 




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this is a little spotry about some fish we
kept, we dont have any fish anymore




 


 




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and this is boo. she is a dwarf



hamster. she is aunty Jill's daughters' hamster that we were looking after

because



she is unable to look after her as she is going to university or something like


that and



aunty Jill couldn't look after her because she was already looking after at the


time cat called



jack and a dog called lady ..[who has now died too]...but boo had to be put down


as she had suffered from a stroke from some part in her life and was getting

worst. she started itching for no reason and making her self bald and bleeding


 


and here is some bits about family ect






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this is mum...she dose something with microscopes all day


 



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and this is dad, he dose something with

electronics and design and radios all day...don't ask him coz hell come out with


some gibberish you wont understand






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here is Alice...she is a year younger than


me...and normally really grumpy...


she is doing her a levels at the moment


maths


econmics


chemistry


french


she dosnt bite her nails nor can she crack
her fingers.


poor her


 


 



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Becky and Rob...they got married on the
20th of July



2005


Becky has a sister called Jas but I haven't
got round to making her a animated gif yet. poor her lol


 



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Aunty Avril is some how related



to my dads side




 


here are some picture of my house. I think


you can find a lot bout some when u see their house..


 



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this is my room from 2 years ago


it has changed since not reviseing for
GSCEs



which is what all the paper is everywhere.

 


i also have a shrine thing which im in the
middle of making a good picture of....


.....all it is, is a load of stuff I've



collected over the many years stuck on the wall with blue tack.




 


 



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out side my window....




 






 




 



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Alices room.....dust included...




 


 



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random pictures from downstairs. one day
ill have them individually animated or something


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